mother's group gave birth to a divine sweet squishy little baby girl last Saturday. I guess all mothers go through this time. Wondering if one should or could have another baby. Feeling that yearning to make your family grow. I am so blessed to have had my own little squishy one. But you know, the monthly flow starts again and you start counting the days.
Hmmm. But I am coming up to being closer to 50 then 40. I have nothing to compare to, but I am so tired. My body aches and I feel that somedays I wish I had more energy and vitality to keep up with my little one.
I am so excited about my son growing up , and being a fine young man. I have a little weep sometimes and wish him a little brother or sister. But more often I have clear visions of us being great friends. Visions of us being travel buddies. Going to exotic and adventurous places together such as Patagonia and Bhutan. Being a witness to his emerging life and all its possibilties.
Words cannot really express my gratitude.
Linking in with Maxabella again this week. Thank you.